Oct, 12, 2014 - Back to normal?

As incredibly hard as things have been this past year.  It seems as though things just may have returned back to normal.  There is still an terribly bitter sinking feeling that this whole art dream is a lost cause...  but I wont settle for that.  Need to pick up where I left off and continue my studies 10 fold.  Over the next few days I'll be rewriting those goals down to remind myself why I'm doing all this.  It really sucks from all the lost time, but I cant let that hold me back.

Oct. 4, 2014 - few poses

some of these.

Oct. 3, 2014 - Facial Expressions

Need to quit beating myself up for silly little reasons.  Not being able to do half the stuff I really want to had been getting me down.  Instead of sitting around feeling sorry for myself i need to just return to my studies.  A few things have changed in real life land so for at least this weekend I will have some free time.  After reviewing everything from last month, I cant really say it was a terrible month.  I actually did more than I thought I did.  But I at least want to get this month off right.  I hate to say baby steps again...  but it looks like that's where it's gonna have to be.  Small steps, small studies, small small small.  Anything is better than nothing.  Anything.  Even if it's "not good" which i try to never look at my work as "not good" it's a "work in progress"

About the expressions though, holy crap i really like how they turned out.

Things took a turn... (no art)

Life situation is getting a bit rough with the whole brother and nephew thing.  Things took an interesting turn and I just want it all to get over with.  As much as I wanted October to be a "come back" month, as it stands I'm not sure how active I will be on here.  AT LEAST for the time being.  I'm gonna be away from my computer a bit more than usual so drawing digitally may not be the best option right now.  I do have a few sketch books that I do plan on drawing it, but since I don't have a scanner I wont be able to get them on here.

With all that is going on.  I am still determined to make this a more productive month than last month and to at least get as much drawing in as i can.  I've got to push myself.

With that being said, I still ask for your patience with this blog and it's updates the next few weeks.  I hope that this will be the final stop for all this drama and that things will finally swing my way.

Thanks for understanding.