So I did a bit of thinking today. True, things are pretty rough for me lately, but perhaps I jumped the gun a bit with a bit of my rage. Will explain after the sketch!!! (Request/ Suggestion/ Comment info will be at the end of this blog)
Only managed to get one sketch today, but I did do a lot of looking back. The idea behind this sketch was to look back at an older picture and to really analyze what it is that I did wrong and to try to correct the image. I currently don't have all the work I did last year because of my hard drive failure, so I simply looked at yesterdays images. I took the one I thought looked decent but not that great and really tried to break it down. I really like how it turned out haha. The forms seem more solid, and the proportions seem to be pretty decent as well. This is a thing I want to do more often, but tonight this is all I've got.
I was thinking back and I think I had been a bit hard on myself. Everything that's been going on, I have been super stressed that I'm not working hard enough, and how I need to crank out more studies and more drawings. I still agree that I need to do these things, but I was feeling very angry about it before. Very frustrated and aggressive in my head. Almost to the point of belittling myself that I cant keep up etc etc....
That isn't a healthy way of thinking, not a healthy way of thinking at all. So I'm taking a calm step back, and really appreciating everything that I've done thus far. I don't want to sell myself short on my accomplishments I've been able to accomplish, but progress has definitely been made. Progress has been made on a clear, sometimes frustrated, but mainly clear mind. And I just took a moment to appreciate that progress. "Baby steps" as I used to say. There is no other way. It is Baby steps. After dabbling around in tumblr a bit (you'll see why in just a moment) I ran across the old quote
"It doesn't matter how slow you go as long as you do not stop" by Confucius and I remembered just how important that, and many other quotes have been to me, not only through this whole art journey but through life in general. I need to dig up all those old quotes and make a page on here, or better yet, make a wallpaper with them all in there so I can have a nice reminder. I'd print them out and put them everywhere but the printer is broken... haha. So that's why there is little art today. It was a day of reflection. A much needed day of reflection.
aaaaaaaaaaannnnnd Here's the Make a request thing!
I usually take silly requests from friends, so I thought, why not add a request thing to the blog? I don't know how long I'll keep it up, but I think it would be a fun experiment. So I added a "Make a request" button on the the top of the page that you can submit a thing. Now I can't promise I will draw it, but we'll see. This could be fun. :D!
How it works:
It currently links to a tumblr "ASK" page. But wait, before you explode!! You won't need a tumblr account to make a suggestion. I have activated the the "Anonymous" feature There is no need to make a tumblr account to make a request, I've activated the "Ask Anonymously" feature so you dont need an account to ask. Also, say something like "I'm from your blogspot" so I can be sure to get to your request quicker. That way I know you follow me and not just a random guy that found that ask link. Anyway, have fun with that.Link: http://doggyzart.tumblr.com/ask
Till next time.
must KEEP UP MY TRAINING!
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